Family of 12

I am Rafi Ullah , I live with a family of 13 members . I have lost my brother few years ago due to health issues . His family members are now with me and I am taking care of them . I have no professional skills . I was daily wage worker but from the last one year I have found any labour work . I am facing immense problems in my family. I don’t have food for one day even . People of my village give me one and half bread at the end of day which we eat it by 13 members. I have lost hope for live . I have my children they are asking me about food but I don’t have the answers and sometimes I lie to them .